I think about how hard I will have to train in order to accomplish my goal of conquering Ninja Warrior and I imagine it like this....
"Train today as if without victory there will be no tomorrow." -Jonathan Tuttle (Me)
That's what I think about when I step into the gym, that's what I have to think about when I sit down to eat, that if I take things as seriously as my quote mentioned above, then I will put everything I have into what I must do.
I recently watched the movie "Run Fat Boy Run" with Simmon Pegg and he's out of shape and runs a marathon because he truly believes he must and that his life will totally turn around if he does. And I'm thinking to myself how much harder must a person beable to push themselves if that what they think of when they go into training. That your life will be better, that the things you want will manifest if you just keep pushing yourself, beyond your limits, to the breaking point.
I've been looking for movies that give me a little "you can do it!" type of inspiration, something that gets you really pumped, and for me most sports movies do not thrill me in any shape form or way to jump out of my coach and be like "ya we can win!" But other movies like the "300" when I see how amazing those guys look and how much work they put into it for a role in a movie that kicks ass on so many levels, I just think, that is what I need to do!
Big picture aside is all about the small steps, its all about breaking things down into little components. If I have my long distance goal, what are the smallest baby steps that I can do daily that will allow me to reach that goal. Taking my vitamins, eating according to my nutritional plan everyday and training with the program I have laid out 4 times a week. If I make it my religion, if I make it like going to church every Sunday, then I can make Mt
Midoriyama (where Ninja Warrior is shot in Japan) my mecha.
When you have a goal, there are going to be people in your life that discourage you from reaching that goal, they are going to say you can't do it or worse they aren't going to understand what your doing and they will make fun of you for it. Take myself for example. My mom makes fun of me and harasses me about my diet. My own mother makes hurtful tantalizing comments about the way I eat, doesn't try to understand what I'm doing or even why. And most people don't care, and I'm fine if they don't care about why I'm training or the amount of time I put into training I'm not doing it for them, I'm doing it for me.
Its just very frustrating to be surrounded by people that clearly do not see the picture beyond the distance, that do not see what all these pieces will eventually assemble into and that you poking at them just makes them want to crumble. But I won't crumble my resolve is so strong at thing point I wont give up for anything.
Sad really, that I get more encouragement about my training from strangers at the gym than my own family. I played soccer for 3 out of the 4 years I went to high school, you know how many games my parents went to? ZERO. If I actually make it on Ninja Warrior and on television (which I'd be super nervous about and would rather do it without cameras watching) would they even watch? Probably not, that is about the feeling I get in terms of support. Awesome right? Not everyone is like that in my life though, there are some people close to me that would travel all the way to Japan just to see me succeed or fail, just to be there and cheer me on.
If there ever is something you feel passionate about in life and people close to you discourage you, find the strength somewhere to keep your eyes on the bigger picture. Because I get it, its hard to wake up in the morning, have that planned meal of an Omelet when what you really want to eat is french toast, and then go workout for an hour when you'd really like to just have stayed in bed longer, coming home to shower and prepare you next planned meal when you'd rather be sitting in front of the television playing video games.
But you've got this fire in your gut that makes you do things that other might think are stupid, and you see a goal out in the distances that might seem so far away right now, but stick to your guns and you'll get there.
A bit of a rant today, but this blog is really all for me, to get it off my chest, keep myself on track and honest with what I'm trying to accomplish. We all have goals, we can all accomplish those goals if we figure out what motivates use to reach for that success.